Friday, August 19, 2005
@ 8:45 PM
you said you all love me.you said you all get me the things that i wanted.
all those are just lies.
i dont need them at all.
did you all asked me what i really want?
and what happened to me in sch?
no, you didnt.
1. im really depressed abt this person in sch. i really dont know what to do. im tired of everything. i tried to forget this person, but i cant.
2. grades. sch's stuffs are diff. really diff. its aint like, pri sch anymore. i cant handle 9 subs at a go. i cant give really good grades in the end.
did you know all this?
all you want me is to study study study and get good grades.
can't ive any enjoyment or anything. im really tired.
thats why, im hate to go hm everyday.
did you know, i almost broke down for everything in sch.
for this person. but you know anything?
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engh of it alrdy.
today. eyes weren't working that well.
was a little in pain. chris said it was a little sore. but i hope its not the result of ytd's ER. forget it.
if you're nice, just ask me anything.
rushed to do finish amaths.
aft sch. cca la. er.
marching, games, blah.
we played in mud! haha. it was horrible. the mud was wet.
so it stick onto the skin of ours. haha.
thats all. wanted to stay bk longer. worn out, and dirty.
so went hm. sighs.
sry cious, i couldnt do the commands today. i was scared. you called me out suddenly. oops. sorry(: